CONFUSED
I am totally confused isi borang upu, apply for scholarship getting advice and so on blerghhh can i just get my sijil nikah done pfftttt k gatal nooo hahahaha
Deciding to check with IMASCU semak syarat kelayakan for any course yang aku boleh apply dalam upu . Aku pening . To be very honest , since little I was told to be a doctor till now whether doctor , pharmacist , dentistry etc and so on but then since form 4 , I think I wanna go with accounting COME ON accounting sheesh sebab masa tu kan harapan aku nak jadi doktor amat-amatlah tipis senipis kulit bawang I guess because I didn't score well in bio, physics , addmath, chemistry so basically semakin lama semakin down and semakin lupakan . Actually takdelah teruk sangat result aku dulu paling teruk pun aku score C but still I CANT if I didn't score A meh sebab aku rasa nak jadi doktor kau kena betul-betul bijak straight As setiap kali exam kut ? kahkahkah
Aku sebenar-benarnya kan rasa bersalah tau . The guilt is still there sebab semorang like in family for 3 generation harapkan aku untuk jadi doktor . Diorang sandarkan harapan yang terlalu tinggi for me which I don't think I can fulfill it . Kau bayangkan lah bila mana atuk, nenek , mak /bapak sedara sepupu-sepapat nak kau jadi doktor . They told me " sape lagi yang nak jadi doktor if it was not me at least kena ada sorang doktor dalam family senang nanti ada apa-apa sebab kau sorang je harapan keluarga sekarang" . Ah well I don't know .
Deciding to check with IMASCU semak syarat kelayakan for any course yang aku boleh apply dalam upu . Aku pening . To be very honest , since little I was told to be a doctor till now whether doctor , pharmacist , dentistry etc and so on but then since form 4 , I think I wanna go with accounting COME ON accounting sheesh sebab masa tu kan harapan aku nak jadi doktor amat-amatlah tipis senipis kulit bawang I guess because I didn't score well in bio, physics , addmath, chemistry so basically semakin lama semakin down and semakin lupakan . Actually takdelah teruk sangat result aku dulu paling teruk pun aku score C but still I CANT if I didn't score A meh sebab aku rasa nak jadi doktor kau kena betul-betul bijak straight As setiap kali exam kut ? kahkahkah
Aku sebenar-benarnya kan rasa bersalah tau . The guilt is still there sebab semorang like in family for 3 generation harapkan aku untuk jadi doktor . Diorang sandarkan harapan yang terlalu tinggi for me which I don't think I can fulfill it . Kau bayangkan lah bila mana atuk, nenek , mak /bapak sedara sepupu-sepapat nak kau jadi doktor . They told me " sape lagi yang nak jadi doktor if it was not me at least kena ada sorang doktor dalam family senang nanti ada apa-apa sebab kau sorang je harapan keluarga sekarang" . Ah well I don't know .
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I have even been told that my interest aint going to bring me nowhere, right on the face /creys/ but itsokay hahahaha i am happy now, despite the slightly selewang option i made.
If u really want to study account, go ahead; try to pujuk your parents (the most important), amik hati depa utk faham minat hang. if u fail - maybe dalam keterpaksaan itu, redha dan barakah menjaga hati ibu bapa boleh bawa minat dan kejayaan in your future /hugs/
and hopefully semuanya akan turn out ok to choose what course u wanna take. rasanya family ok je nanti.. try la pujuk. kalau paksakan hati tak suka, susah juga nak study kan?
but asasi sains is okay too.
keep your options open and google more
As long as your parents tak paksa utk ambik, then be thankful sbb depa still akan support jugak utk ambik apa yg awak nak ambik nanti.
Saya dulu mula nak ambik pharmacy, lepastu tak jadi and tukar ambik microbiology 3 tahun. Then tukar lagi ambik accounting pulak sbb takleh hadap science dah haha. So if possible, ikut kata hati. Wlpun kalau ikut kata akal dan otak mengatakan yg doctor tu banyak kebaikan dia, tapi kalau kata hati tu taknak medik, tak payah ambik, sbb takut nanti2 bila plan masa depan kita tu tak menjadi, kita akan menyalahkan orang yg suruh kita ambik medik tu.
Anyhow, all the best in your future undertakings! :)